A year from now…

8th August 2024

A lot has happened, and I wish I’d fill this in more but it’s so easy to loose grip of time. I can’t believe I started work 9 months ago… I’m loving it so much, it’s everything I ever wanted, without even realising it. Well worth the wait!!! The moneys alright, the hours I wanted, and less than an hours drive from home. I can’t see myself doing anything else, it’s as if this job was made for me and it’s so different to what I’d expected it would be.

I’m looking forward to the next couples of months with everything we’re yet to do with the house, I can’t believe I’m gonna be a home owner 🤩 so excited. Been planning everything out and I’m really excited- it’s gonna be lush. Hopefully this time next year I’ll be writing about getting the van and all the fun we’ve had in that over the last few months - one thing at a time though.

Little girls all grown up and big. She’s the most wonderful little girl and I’m loving watching her grow up. I can’t believe it’s been over a year since she was born, and I finished uni. Times gone so fast.

I’m at peace now. I feel strong, valuable connections with all the people around me, and the people I love and I feel like I can breathe. I feel relaxed and confident in what I’m doing and who I’m becoming. The journey hasn’t been at all what I’d expected but I wouldn’t have had it any other way, because what was meant to be, has been, and was is meant to be, will be.

Onwards and upwards.

Now I want to start growing into myself as a fully fledged adult. I want to take hold of my life, and continue to make the things I want to happen, happen. You’re (definitely) not a child anymore Jamie. Time doesn’t stop for anyone so take hold of what you’ve got, and run with it.

Over and out.

future jamie - don’t worry if this hasn’t happened the way you wanted it to. Who knows where the fuck you are right now and what you’re doing. But where ever it is, and whatever it is, it’s meant to be. Head up, heart strong, and do what you’ve got to do.